Today is the three month anniversary of Addison's birth. Her birthday was one of the most exciting and joyous days of my life. My little girl opened my eyes to another world, and I thank God for lending her to us everyday. Even though her life on this earth was very short, part of her still lives in Jason and I. I can honestly tell you that during the last three months opportunities have appeared to us that I did not think possible as well as the growth of our family through people who were perfect strangers just a mere few months ago.
I have decided to make my goal to celebrate each passing birthday with all the good that I was able to experience through Addison. I know that I will never stop missing her, but I want her presence in my heart not ache but to give me comfort and a drive to be the better person that she would have been.
The only thing that I have to say is: "Thank you God for giving me the post precious gift in the world and take good care of my baby girl!" I know that one day I will get to hold her again and that time it will be for eternity!
Addison....Know mommy and daddy love you very much and miss you terribly, but be a good girl in Heaven, and we will be there to see you one day, but in the mean time, you keep looking over both of us and continue to send your love and wisdom our way! We really need you at times!
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